I know, it's been a while. Honestly, I just want to get some things off my chest. My depression has still been up and down, but it's getting to the point where I don't feel like doing much of anything. All I'd want to do is just sleep, even if I have work that day. Even gaming, which I've done a lot, has been dwindling, to where I'd only do a game for about an hour and then just quit until the next time I jump back in. I have even had to take a long "leave of absence" from my DnD group; I just wasn't having fun anymore since the first campaign. I was getting frustrated, constantly felt like I couldn't get a word in, and just...didn't want to be there. Been feeling like my friendships have been suffering, as well, due to how my mind has been. Before anyone asks, yes, I am trying to get professional help. It's just been slow going. It's also gotten to the point where I haven't felt like writing or voice acting. Part of it may be attributing to memories of the old group. I know